I'm going to do it. I'm going to kill him.
Adrian... he's not a proxy. He's not confused.
He's doing it on purpose.
I confronted him in the halls (you cannot imagine what the bus ride was like next to him). And here's what was said.
G: You've been spreading it.
A: What?
G: Don't do that... Don't DO that. You know what the hell I mean.
A: I really don't.
G: You've been telling people about... him.
A: Oh, you mean like you told me? Yeah, great job, man.
G: You bastard, I didn't know! You, you've been through it! You know what telling means.
A: Yes, it means less time he'll be spending on me.
I'm going to kill him. He's using people as freaking distractions! As bait!
I gave him my warning. He laughed at me.
I'm going to kill him.
No. Don't. You're a fucking moron, thinking that killing him will solve anything. Turn back now before it's too late for you. You're eighteen. That's far too young for you to be able to kill anyone without any sort of lasting repercussions on your development. And if you don't think so, you need to get yourself help. Now.
ReplyDeleteEvery minute I wait, he's telling more people. He's bringing them into this living hell. I can't live with knowing what he's doing and not doing a single damn thing about it.
ReplyDelete"You need to get yourself help." OF COURSE I FUCKING NEED HELP. WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I'M WRITING THIS.
This isn't easy for me. You may not realize this, but Adrian's been my friend since kindergarten. In the last two weeks, he's turned from one of the kindest people I know into freaking Typhoid Mary.
So, in conclusion, go to hell.
Not everyone that is told of HIM becomes 'infected' by it. Just because they've heard of him, doesn't mean that he will notice them.
ReplyDeleteChances are, HE will kill Adrian before you will.
But you shouldn't do it.
It won't save anyone.
It won't make things better.
It'll only damn you and damn other.
~~X~~